Yay for Old Friends

I got to see Emmy this evening. It was really nice to hang out with somebody from high school. I had missed all of my friends from high school. We watched Finding Neverland, which is a great movie. I haven't tired of watching it. And we got to talking about Grad school. College goes so fast. I can't believe I'm almost done. It really feels like that. I mean, I'm halfway done already and the first two years went by so quickly. I think that this is the time of a lot of change. These years and the years right after entering the world independent of anyone else for the first time. I am a different person than I was two years ago. It's odd to think about. Living away from home totally changes a person. I am no longer the child that I was, but I am not the adult that I will become in future years. I am in limbo. It's almost like going through puberty again and gaining an adult body, but in this case, it's my personality that is growing and changing. I just hope that it doesn't get into the same habit of bleeding every month. That would not be fun.

I'm still not sure how I feel about returning to school in the fall. This summer has been a great turning point and I'm still changing. And I'm still feeling the painful side effects of said change. I'm not sure I'm ready to take on a full load with this hanging over my head. I'm not really doing anything right now and I'm still stressed out. I took a three hour nap this afternoon for lack of something else to do. Plus, I was tired. I've been tired recently, mostly because I haven't really been doing anything at all. It's odd, but inactivity is making me tired.

My phone is officially offline. It went down at some point yesterday and has not yet come back online. I hope that it will do so on Monday. I've gotten used to my cell phone. I do need a new one though. The battery on my old one is dying.

Enough psychobabble for one night.